List of fears:

1. Lean into my fears

2. TEDx UBCO 2017

3. Try something that everyone before me failed at

4. Declare to the other side of the world, to Saudi Arabia, about my current choices in life

5. Shave my head

6. Be an entrepreneur

7. Teach a big Yoga event 

8. Put a price on one of my paintings and sell it

9. Make a difference bigger than myself, accept the responsibilities that comes along with it

10. Get my drivers licence 

11. Train to do the Ironman triathlon

12. Spend less than $150 for the entire month

13. Volunteer in a dog shelter

14. Steep ski mountains

15. Visit a fortune teller

16. Go unnoticed for a day

17. Dance like no one's watching

18. Allow myself to get drunk

19. Live my life for other people 

20. Go to a bar alone

21. Cliff jumping 

22. Saying No to a great opportunity

23. Go viral

24. Do labour work

25. Be in the wildness for a 30 days straight

26. Tell people my story, the full story

27. Telling the world I'm bisexual

28. Sing in front of a crowd of people who know me, and strangers.

29. Spend my birthday by myself

30. Try acupuncture

31. Face disapproval from people I care about (non-intentionally) 

32. Work all summer, no travelling

33. Let myself fall in love again

34. Get hypnotized

35. Take dancing classes

36. Walk around in a bikini

37. Allow random people to tell me what to do

38. Get a tattoo

39. Be really underdressed for something

40. Commit

41. Live as a nudist

42. Trust in long-distance relationship

43. Ride a bike

44. Ride a mechanical bull on a first date

45. Losing the financial support from the Saudi Ministry of Higher Education 

46. Go camping alone

47. Die my hair with fluorescent colours

48. Do stand-up comedy

49. Make decisions by flipping a coin

50. Look deeper for scary, challenging 50 more fears

51. Learn how to swim

52. Make a political post

53. Fall in love, again.

54. Water.

55. Writing my book

56. Being forgotten

57. Not speaking up

58. Failing my expectations of myself

59. Arriving late to something very important

60. Stick to the tripe, not do my own thing

61. Be in a polyamorous relationship

62. Loosing my identity 

63. The feeling that I’m falling when I’m a sleep

64. Stagnating at significance 

65. That all this pain for nothing

66. Finding my Dharma 

67. Loosing him

68. Apply to Oxford

69. Pee myself in public

70. Pose Nude for a drawing class

71. Not knowing what's next... surrendering to the now.

72. Getting my Canadian Citizenship

73. Loosing my Saudi Citizenship

74. Missing my brother's wedding

75. Never visiting Saudi Arabia again

76. Hold a snake 

77. Loneliness

78. The woman I'm becoming

79. Raising my kids without the love I grew up with, without their uncles

80. Step into sharing my wisdom

81. Blog the deep intimate stories

82. Go on 100 dates

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