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Deep 1:1 support in

Sexual healing, self-expression, money,

personal power, & post-traumatic growth

1:1 coaching for creatives & leaders who are ready to reclaim their power and make more impact 

 

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Hi, Welcome!
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On a scale of 1 to 10, how much do those resonate?

  • You desire to be in your fullest self expression, yet fear, shame, and pain from the past are holding you back.

  • You desire to experience a deep sense of confidence in who you are, your choices, your work, your relationships.

  • You are feeling disconnected from your body, always in your head, calculating the past and your next move.

  • You desire to start/grow your business, say yes to that promotion but you're feeling not enough

  • You desire deep love, a loving & supportive relationship, but keep finding and/or attracting the same partners. 

  • You feel like you never know enough. There’s always more to learn. It’s not good enough until you get this training or certification.

  • You're feeling that everything always needs to be 100%, every single time.

  • You're hard on yourself for not being more “feminine”/”masculine”, “creative”, “successful”, or “further ahead”. 

  • You're hiding, keeping yourself small, disowning parts of yourself, and feeling unsafe to show up and be seen.

  • In the face of decisions and actions; your fears, pain from the past, and old patterns take control. 

  • You know in your bones there’s more to you, more to life, but you’re feeling stuck, and can't seem to access it.

  • You can intellectualize what you want/need to do, but you can’t get yourself to do it.

  • You desire to be of service to our humanity, but feel overwhelmed by the task, or you're afraid to speak up and be seen. Always undervaluing your skills, experiences, and accomplishments. 

  • You feel called for deep healing to release fear, shame, guilt, and trauma so that you can step into your power and show up in your truth.

  • You’re lit up by the idea of feeling connected to your body, and having even more pleasure, play, joy and nourishment in your life.

If you felt a "yes" and a resonance in your body, you're in the right place.

Standing in Your Power

 

Here are some of the things past clients desired and have experienced as a result of our work together.

 

You desire to:

  • Have even more pleasure, play, joy and nourishment in your life.

  • Deep healing to release fear, guilt, shame, and trauma so that you can expand your sense of freedom to fully express yourself, be and speak with more clarity and power.

  • Experience total freedom and liberation from the pain from the past, familial, societal and/or religious dynamics.

  • Make more money, live the life you desire, support causes that you believe in, & free your time for creativity.

  • Step into wealth consciousness, unleash your creativity, and fully express yourself & make money doing it.

  • Mend your broken heart, removing blockages and fully opening your heart to love and life again.

  • Be in the relationship that you've always desired, with the partner of your dreams, no compromise. 

  • Deepen your connection to your body so that you can experience greater confidence and power in your life. 

  • Learn to listen to yourself, knowing the voice of your inner wisdom vs your mind, trauma and conditioning.

  • Cultivate safety, worthiness and belonging within your body

  • Embrace your dark-side and your biggest fears to become powerful and fully expressed in your life

  • Cultivate and expand the capacity within your own body to fully own and unleash ALL of you

  • Cultivating boundaries: finding your true yes's and no's to life and those around you.

  • Learn to listen to yourself, knowing the voice of your inner wisdom, vs your mind, trauma and conditionings.

  • Step into your body's consciousness, unleash your creativity, and fully express yourself

  • Tapping into your inner wisdom, and developing a clear relationship to your intuition vs the mind

  • Heal your heart and body so you can open your heart to loves and life and fully delight in all of life’s pleasures

  • Build greater compassion and resilience within yourself, while bringing greater aliveness, depth and devotion to your relationships and work.

  • Deepen your ability to be of service to our humanity, align with your Soul's Purpose, learn how to light the fire around your actions, without getting depleted or burnt out

If you felt a "yes" and a resonance in your body, you're in the right place.

 

Areas of coaching

Rebirth: Total Freedom From the Past 

Sexual Reclamation, Healing, and Empowerment

Business, Money, and Wealth Consciousness 

Heart Opening to Love & Partnership

Rebirth: Total Freedom From the Past 

You know how sometimes you feel like a part of you wants to do something, and another part of you wants to do something entirely different?  Apart of you wants to step into a long term relationship, and another part wants to focus on career, or even afraid to lose your career and yourself if you enter a relationship. A part of you wants to indulge ice cream, and another part judges you for doing it. A part of  you wants to be unapologetically you, and another part only knows to stay small, people please. and put others first. A part of you wants to speak, and another part wants to hide and shrink. A part of you wants to rest and do nothing, while another part is anxious about all the things  you could be/should be doing. A part of you wants to fully express, while another part feels awkward, shutdown, or numb.  A part of you wants to start your business, and another part wants the job security. A part of you wants to go, and another part wants to stay.

Spoiler alert; one of those parts are trauma pain from  the past, social, familial and cultural conditioning, and the other is your intuition, higher self and deep wisdom. Things that have resulted a disconnect to your truth, your inner wisdom, your authentic self. When we are living in a fragmented way, torn, and having a war with ourselves, we are not able to show up for what we truly desire.

On this journey, We will do deep work to integrate childhood wounding, relationship to your parents, and any heartbreak stories that are now blocking you from opening your heart to love and life. We will focus on healing and releasing trauma, integration of all parts of you. We will be peeling off the layers and the conditionings to experience deep healing with the past, and radical acceptance of your present. While also holding the torch of the person you desire to be, birthing the person you know yourself to be. 

Sexual Reclamation, Healing, and Empowerment​

I'm so glad you're here. I know sexuality, body, and self expression can be a tender & sensitive topic. I see you in any emotions of shame, fear, anger, or discomfort that are rising up. I see you in leaning towards the screen, in excitement and curiosity, craving to heal and reclaim your sexual power. And if you are cringing, feeling broken, and experiencing tightness, that is okay and welcomed too. I deeply honour you, your journey, and wherever you are in relationship to those parts of you in this very moment. 

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I’ve spent almost a decade and over 10,000 hours healing, teaching and overcoming religious, societal and political oppression. Born and raised in Saudi Arabia, and I got into a fixed marriage at the age of 18. I filed for divorce and moved to Canada in 2013, 24 years old and fully covered from head to toes. On my journey, I've been redefining the past, reclaiming my body, opening my heart to love and life again. It is my mission to help creatives and leaders reclaim their power and stand in their sovereignty. I truly believe that if we heal our body, we heal the systems that no longer systems, heal the world, and birth new systems and ways of being. 

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From beauty standards to body shaming. Our bodies, the hair on our bodies, the size of our bra, the size of our waist, and the fat on our belly are all up for everyone’s judgment. Beauty on the media have had one shape, one body type, and often one skin colour. We are chronically disempowered as we age. Our beauty and radiance has been given an expiration date by white men in power.  We judge ourselves for not meeting these arbitrary beauty standards,  and we harshly compare ourselves to others. We shrink, we hide, and we doubt if we're even beautiful.

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I truly believe that the social, financial and political disempowerment for women and vulva-bodied people around the world went hand-in-hand with the sexual oppression, violence and threats. 

Our sexuality belongs to everyone's judgement. You're a slut or a prude.  We are shamed, and the ones to blame. Not just today, or in parts of the world, but everywhere. Feel into the thousands of years of being denied to be ourselves and our true power, the safety we deserved, your full dignity and sovereignty to choose our life and our path, to have agency over our own bodies. I invite you to feel ancestrally, the choices your mother, your grandmother and grand grandmother had to endure. 

So, on this journey, we will step into reclaiming and restoring the five stages of sexuality that is interrupted in our bodies because of having experienced trauma, toxic conditioning, and wounding around our sexuality, our bodies, and our soul-expression. We will step into agency over our own bodies, our own hearts, and release fear, shame, guilt, and trauma so that you can step into your power and show up in your truth. Our sexuality & sexual energy is one of the most potent powerful, creative energies we can access. Watch and experience how reclaiming your sexual power will make you more radiant, confident, and well-spoken with your authentic voice. We will practice the most profound sexual reclamation practices that will transform your sexuality, your relationship to your sexuality, your relationship to your body, and self expression. Allowing you total freedom to be authentic, luscious, and totally YOU.

Business, Money, and Wealth Consciousness 

Money takes up space. And a lot of female bodies have been conditioned to stay small, not take up space, and that they don't belong in spaces of power. Wall street, the stock market and investment in general are a "man thing". Most of us didn't grow up seeing icons of feminine leadership, or see women make their own independent wealth. The vast majority of us did not grow up seeing our mothers crushing it as an entrepreneur, or coming home and investing seed money in companies as angel investors, but we're at the growing edge of that.

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A lot of female bodies feel a sense of overwhelm when it comes to talking about money, charging what your work is worth. many of us have been conditioned to over give, to give for free. Many of us learnt measure our success, that it's either the family or the career.If you're too powerful, wealthy or successful you wont' be liked, loved and perhaps won't belong. On a deep subconscious level, for folx coming from hardship, breaking the family line of poverty and struggle can be even harder. 

It is not noble to choose struggle and poverty if you have the opportunity and capacity to show up and reclaim your power on a financial level. What would you change in the world of you had wealth, money and power? Create wealth, make the money that supports you, your loved ones, the life you desire, and support the causes you believe in. Questioning wether you have value to offer, or if you got what ti takes to make your business successful.

On this journey, We will step into up-leveling your money mindset and wealth consciousness. We are focused aligning you with your vision for our world and humanity, creating alignment in your values, actions and your identity.  We will also step into career/business strategy that is in alignment with your won rhythm rather than the depleting yourself, facing burnout, or complete freeze. Learning to experience safety in being seen, powerful, and taking up space. 

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LOVE IS LOVE

Heart Opening to Love & Partnership

How open your heart to love? How long have you been yearning for a partnership? Do you feel you are worthy of your career, a luscious relationship to yourself, and supportive and loving relationship. Are you free to love who you want in the kind of relationship you desire? How safe do you feel to open the back of your heart to love and long term partnership? How trusting are you of the dating process, of the person you're with, and of yourself? Are you feeling unnoticed by the gaze of potential partners? Or are you feeling that all good quality people are taken, and there's only the crumbs of other's rejections left for you to choose from? When you start to see someone, do you get triggered and create the same patterns? or have you been desiring a deep loving and supportive partnerships but continue to meet the same kind of people that do not align with what you desire. And now you're lowering your standards? Or have you built a wall of standards based on past pains, hurt, and trauma? 

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THREE MONTHS | 1:1

ONE AREA 

10 Sessions

SIX MONTHS | 1:1

ONE AREA 

20 Sessions

1:1 Coaching Journey

What's included?  

90-minute 1:1 Virtual Coaching Sessions   

These sessions are personalized and designed to you and your desires.

 

​Popular Combos for Six Months Journey:

 

Rebirth: Total Freedom From the Past

+  Sexual Reclamation, Healing, and Empowerment 

 

Sexual Reclamation, Healing, and Empowerment

+  Heart opening to love and partnership.

 

Business, money, and wealth consciousness

+ Sexual Reclamation, Healing, and Empowerment

 

Rebirth: Total Freedom From the Past

+ Business, money, and wealth consciousness.

​How would it look to work together?

When we step into a journey to work intimately together, I first focus on truly seeing you: your life, your identities, your greatest pains, your greatest gifts, your deepest desires, and personal goals.

 

Together, we’ll explore the areas of your life where you’ve given your power to pain from the past, fears, familial, societal, religious, cultural conditionings, heartbreaks, blockages, resistance, unhealthy patterns, self imposed “glass ceilings” and limiting beliefs. 

From there, we're focused on integration and alignment. Through practices that work with your nervous system, we’ll gain clarity on what’s really going on, what’s yours, what needs to be tended to and integrated, and what needs to be removed and released. We will start mapping out personalized practices, aligned inner and outer action steps, and form accountability measures for deep support and encouragement. 

As we focus on embodying your truest self, standing in your authentic power, and moving from your own inner wisdom. We will create an ecology of thriving, as we build greater confidence, compassion, belonging, safety and freedom within ourselves. We will step into potent elevating practices to reprogram your nervous system so that you can live in an uplifted state of joy, pleasure, aliveness & confidence. We will make sure that we give your nervous system the maximum ease to step into healing that is truly nourishing and sustainable.

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So, how does it work?

You are already worthy of what you desire. You are so deserving of all what life has to offer. You're worth it, you don't have do anything to earn it.  Your are inherently loveable, you are love itself! Nothing to be fixed or changed about you. You're not broken, less than, or incapable. This process works by honouring and integrating all parts of you.It works by loving all parts of you.  It works by learning to trust the wisdom of your body.

I believe that we have all the wisdom from within. I believe that connecting to your body, to your answers within, and to make life YOURS is possible for you. ​

 Here's what I'm here to offer you:

Radical love and acceptance-based container for you to come as you are.

Exquisite and profoundly safe and brave space to experience the pleasures of the life you desire. 

Potent elevating practices to heal and reprogram your nervous system so that you can live in an uplifted state of joy, pleasure, aliveness and confidence

Powerful somatic tools to reclaim your power, stand in your sovereignty, and be unapologetically you.

A framework for understanding your body, your wisdom, and your mission on this world.

Somatic guidance to work with and release trauma and connect you to your own pleasure, beauty, and magnificence.

Inner and outer work towards your deepest desires and personal goals.

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So if you desire a space to be vulnerable, open, and 100% you... If you want deep support, guidance and encouragement from me ... And you’re ready to claim your highest desires and feel FREE inside and out…Then this is the coaching journey for you!

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What's the Investment?  


SIX MONTHS

The investment is $9,000 

Payment plans: 6 payments of $1,500 or 9 payments of $1,000

THREE MONTHS

 The investment is $4,500 

Payment plans: 3 payments of $1,500 or 6 payments of $750​​

Ready to take the next step?
 
If you know you want high level private support from me, the next step is filling out an application. Once received, we'll connect for a free discovery call to make sure this work is in alignment and feels right for you. 

I’ve spent almost a decade and over 10,000 hours healing, teaching and overcoming religious, societal and political oppression. Born and raised in Saudi Arabia, I got into a fixed marriage at the age of 18. In 2013, I filed for divorce and moved to Canada, 24 years old and fully covered from head to toes. On my journey, I've been redefining the past, reclaiming my body, opening my heart to love and life again, and showing up to be in service to our humanity. It is my mission to help creatives and leaders reclaim their power and stand in their sovereignty. I truly believe that if we heal our body, we can heal the systems that no longer serve, heal the world, and birth new systems and ways of being. 

My Commitment to Your Growth

 

I am so turned on and fired up by people choosing to heal. It takes courage, and sometimes it's not easy, but we are willing. I celebrate you for making it to here and now. You are already so brave, so strong, brilliant and so beautiful.

I will never teach you who you should be, tell you what to do, or judge you for anything you've done, still doing, or not doing yet. I commit to offer you loving reflections, and hold safe and brave space for you heal yourself, find your own unique magic, find your answers within you, live the life you truly desire, and show up to make more impact.

 

I have immense trust in the tools, practices and healing methodologies that we are going to follow in your coaching journey. That said, I would like extend to you a %100 Refund Guarantee if it feels like there was no return on your investment. This will come into effect after the 7the session. You could ask for your refund. No questions asked. I say this in trust that you well show up to our sessions, and your practices in between with openness and curiousity. ​​

I believe that we have all the wisdom within. I believe that healing is possible for you, me, for all of us. You are worthy of what you desire. You are deserving of all what life has to offer. We all are.

 

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"

- What if I fall?

- Oh but my darling, what if you fly?  "

COURAGE is the key.