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It's time to reclaim your sexual power and make more impact. 

1:1 private coaching for ambitious women and vulva-bodied people 

SEXUAL HEALING, LIBERATION & RECLAMATION  | PLEASURE-BASED LEADERSHIP | CONFIDENCE | UNTAMED SELF-EXPRESSION | ABUNDANCE | SOUL LED BUSINESS | CREATIVITY | FEMININE RADIANCE | CONSCIOUS RELATIONSHIPS | LOVE 

When you are sexually liberated, you become fierce. You radiate and command respect. You’re courageous to live out loud and be seen. You know yourself, your worth and that you belong. You’re untamed in your creativity, joy and self-expression.

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The world needs more untamed Sexually Liberated Leaders.


3 open spots for 2022!
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Hi, Welcome!
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On a scale of 1 to 10, how much do those resonate?

  • You care so deeply about creating a better world.

  • You are a rebel, a cycle breaker, a patriarchy smasher, and you live (wanna) life by your own rules.

  • You are ambitious, creative and a high achiever, but you crave more pleasure, sensuality and play in your life. 

  • You've healed, overcame and achieved a lot, but you still know in your bones there's more to you.

  • You still hold yourself back, shrink, play small, downsize your dreams and desires and feel unsafe to show up and be seen in your power.

  • You're feeling some disconnection from your body, you're in your head, calculating the past & your next move.

  • You're hard on yourself for not being more “feminine”/”masculine”, “creative”, or “further ahead”. 

  • You desire to share your unique gifts with the world, but you're unclear, overwelmed or feeling like an imposter. 

  • You desire true love, intimacy and partnership, but are not being met by someone who can match you. 

  • You can intellectualize what you want/need but you feel internal/external conflict and can’t get yourself to do it.

  • You feel called for deep healing to release fear, shame, guilt, and trauma so that you can step into your power and show up in your deepest truth.

  • You’re lit up by the idea of feeling connected to your body and having even more pleasure, play, joy and nourishment in your life.

If you felt an "OH YES!!" or resonance in your body, you're in the right place.

Your next levels of evolution and success will come from sexual healing & liberation, your inner courage & your dedication to healing & doing the work.

Untamed Self-Expression

Here are some of the things past clients desired and have experienced as a result of our work together.

 

You desire to:

  • Share your unique gifts with the world and step into your next levels of success; centred, aligned and brave.

  • Lead and run your business from your feminie radiance, untamed creativity, reveling in pleasure and ease.

  • Expand wealth consciousness, make more money, live the life you desire while leading from your soul's mission.

  • Heal, mend and fully open your heart to love, intimiciy, support and the relashioshps you've always wanted.

  • Cultivate safety, worthiness and belonging within your body and expand your capacity to have it all, hold it all, and to do it grounded in pleasure and trust.

  • Deepen your connection to your body and inner wisdom so that you experience greater confidence and power. ​

  • Embrace your shadows, scariest emotions, and biggest fears to become powerful and fully expressed in your life.

  • Experience greater freedom & liberation from the pain from the past, familial, societal and/or religious dynamics.

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  • Deep healing to release fear, guilt, shame, and trauma so that you can expand your sense of freedom to fully express yourself, be and speak with more clarity and power.

  • Cultivating boundaries: finding your true yes's and no's to life and those around you.

  • Learn to listen to yourself, knowing the voice of your inner wisdom, vs your mind, ego, trauma and conditioning.

  •  Untame, fully own and unleash ALL of you, meet (and be met by) your desires and delight in all of life’s pleasures.

  • Build greater compassion and resilience within yourself, while bringing greater aliveness, depth and devotion to your life, relationships and work.

  • Deepen your ability to be of service to our humanity, align with your Soul's Purpose, learn how to light the fire around your actions, without getting depleted or burnt out but rather in deep love and hope for our humanity. 

If you felt a "YES" or a resonance in your body, you're in the right place.

Rebirth: Total Freedom From the Past 

You know how sometimes you feel like a part of you wants to do something, and another part of you wants to do something entirely different?  Apart of you wants to step into a long-term relationship, and another part wants to focus on your career, or even be afraid to lose your career and yourself if you enter a relationship. A part of you wants to indulge in ice cream, and another part judges you for doing it. A part of you wants to be unapologetically you, and another part only knows to stay small, people please. and put others first. A part of you wants to speak, and another part wants to hide and shrink. A part of you wants to rest and do nothing, while another part is anxious about all the things you could be/should be doing. A part of you wants to fully express, while another part feels awkward, shut down, or numb.  A part of you wants to start your business, and another part wants job security. A part of you wants to go, and another part wants to stay.

Spoiler alert; one of those parts is trauma and pain from the past, social, familial and cultural conditioning, and the other is your intuition, higher self and deep wisdom. Things that have resulted in a disconnect to your truth, your inner wisdom, your authentic self. When we are living in a fragmented way, torn, and having a war with ourselves, we are not able to show up for what we truly desire.

On this part of the journey, We will do deep work to integrate childhood wounding, relationship to your parents, and any heartbreak stories that are now blocking you from opening your heart to love and life. We will focus on healing and releasing trauma, integration of all parts of you. We will be peeling off the layers and the conditionings to experience deep healing with the past, and radical acceptance of your present. While also holding the torch of the person you desire to be, birthing the person you know yourself to be. 

Sexual Reclamation, Healing, and Empowerment​

I'm so glad you're here. I know sexuality, body, and self-expression can be tender & sensitive topic. I see you in any emotions of shame, fear, anger, or discomfort that is rising up. I see you leaning towards the screen, in excitement and curiosity, craving to heal and reclaim your sexual power. And if you are cringing, feeling broken, and experiencing tightness, that is okay and welcomed too. I deeply honour you, your journey, and wherever you are in relationship to those parts of you in this very moment. 

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I’ve spent almost a decade and over 10,000 hours healing, teaching and overcoming religious, societal and political oppression. Born and raised in Saudi Arabia, and I got into a fixed marriage at the age of 18. I filed for divorce and moved to Canada in 2013, 24 years old and fully covered from head to toes. On my journey, I've been redefining the past, reclaiming my body, opening my heart to love and life again. It is my mission to help creatives and leaders reclaim their power and stand in their sovereignty. I truly believe that if we heal our body, we heal the systems that no longer systems, heal the world, and birth new systems and ways of being. 

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From beauty standards to body shaming. Our bodies, the hair on our bodies, the size of our bra, the size of our waist, and the fat on our belly are all up for everyone’s judgment. Beauty on the media have had one shape, one body type, and often one skin colour. We are chronically disempowered as we age. Our beauty and radiance has been given an expiration date by white men in power.  We judge ourselves for not meeting these arbitrary beauty standards,  and we harshly compare ourselves to others. We shrink, we hide, and we doubt if we're even beautiful.

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I truly believe that the social, financial and political disempowerment for women and vulva-bodied people around the world went hand-in-hand with the sexual oppression, violence and threats. 

Our sexuality belongs to everyone's judgement. You're a slut or a prude.  We are shamed, and the ones to blame. Not just today, or in parts of the world, but everywhere. Feel into the thousands of years of being denied to be ourselves and our true power, the safety we deserved, your full dignity and sovereignty to choose our life and our path, to have agency over our own bodies. I invite you to feel ancestrally, the choices your mother, your grandmother and grand grandmother had to endure. 

So, on this part of the journey, we will step into reclaiming and restoring the five stages of sexuality that is interrupted in our bodies because of having experienced trauma, toxic conditioning, and wounding around our sexuality, our bodies, and our soul expression. We will step into agency over our own bodies, our own hearts, and release fear, shame, guilt, and trauma so that you can step into your power and show up in your truth. Our sexuality & sexual energy is one of the most potent powerful, creative energies we can access. Watch and experience how reclaiming your sexual power will make you more radiant, confident, and well-spoken with your authentic voice. We will practice the most profound sexual reclamation practices that will transform your sexuality, your relationship to your sexuality, your relationship to your body, and self-expression. Allowing you total freedom to be authentic, luscious, and totally YOU.

Business, Money, and Wealth Consciousness 

Money takes up space. And a lot of female bodies have been conditioned to stay small, not take up space, and that they don't belong in spaces of power. Wall Street, the stock market and investment in general are a "man thing". Most of us didn't grow up seeing icons of feminine leadership or see women make their own independent wealth. The vast majority of us did not grow up seeing our mothers crushing it as an entrepreneur, or coming home and investing seed money in companies as angel investors, but we're at the growing edge of that.

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A lot of female bodies feel a sense of overwhelm when it comes to talking about money, charging what your work is worth. many of us have been conditioned to over give, to give for free. Many of us learnt measure our success, that it's either the family or the career.If you're too powerful, wealthy or successful you wont' be liked, loved and perhaps won't belong. On a deep subconscious level, for folx coming from hardship, breaking the family line of poverty and struggle can be even harder. 

It is not noble to choose struggle and poverty if you have the opportunity and capacity to show up and reclaim your power on a financial level. What would you change in the world of you had wealth, money and power? Create wealth, make the money that supports you, your loved ones, the life you desire, and support the causes you believe in. Questioning whether you have value to offer, or if you got what ti takes to make your business successful.

On this part of the journey, We will step into up-levelling your money mindset and wealth consciousness. We are focused on aligning you with your vision for our world and humanity, creating alignment in your values, actions and your soul's calling. We will also step into a career/business strategy that is in alignment with your ow
n rhythm rather than depleting yourself, facing burnout, or complete freeze. Learning to experience safety in being seen, powerful, and taking up space. You will have support on bringing clarity to your unique gifts and offers, branding, and how to be sold out while being nourished with pleasure and luscious profit. 

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LOVE IS LOVE

Heart Opening to Love & Partnership

How open your heart to love? How long have you been yearning for a partnership? Do you feel you are worthy of your career, a luscious relationship with yourself, and a supportive and loving relationship. Are you free to love whom you want in the kind of relationship you desire? How safe do you feel to open the back of your heart to love and long-term partnership? How trusting are you of the dating process, of the person you're with, and of yourself? Are you feeling unnoticed by the gaze of potential partners? Or are you feeling that all good quality people are taken, and there are only the crumbs of others' rejections left for you to choose from? When you start to see someone, do you get triggered and create the same patterns? or have you been desiring a deep loving and supportive partnership but continue to meet the same kind of people that do not align with what you desire. And now you're lowering your standards? Or have you built a wall of standards based on past pains, hurt and trauma? 

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1:1 Coaching Journey

What's included?

Six months, 20 sessions

One 3-hour Deep Dive, Clarity & Alignment call to set the container

90-minute 1:1 Virtual Coaching Sessions (3 calls per month) 

"Homework" + Voxer support between sessions (Amal in your pocket)

+ Closing Ceremony 

​How would it look to work together?

When we step into a journey to work intimately together, I first focus on truly seeing you: your life, your identities, your greatest pains, your greatest gifts, your deepest desires, and your personal goals.

 

Together, we’ll explore the areas of your life where you’ve given your power to pain from the past, fears, familial, societal, religious, cultural conditionings, heartbreaks, blockages, resistance, unhealthy patterns, self-imposed “glass ceilings” and limiting beliefs. 

From there, we're focused on integration and alignment. Through practices that work with your nervous system, we’ll gain clarity on what’s really going on, what’s yours, what needs to be tended to and integrated, and what needs to be removed and released. We will start mapping out personalized practices, aligned inner and outer action steps, and form accountability measures for deep support and encouragement. 

As we focus on embodying your truest self, standing in your authentic power, and moving from your own inner wisdom. We will create an ecology of thriving, as we build greater confidence, compassion, belonging, safety and freedom within ourselves. We will step into potent elevating practices to reprogram your nervous system so that you can live in an uplifted state of joy, pleasure, aliveness & confidence. We will make sure that we give your nervous system the maximum ease to step into healing that is truly nourishing and sustainable.

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So, how does it work?

You are already worthy of what you desire. You are so deserving of all that life has to offer. You're worth it, you don't have to do anything to earn it.  You are inherently loveable, you are love itself! Nothing to be fixed or changed about you. You're not broken, less than, or incapable. This process works by honouring and integrating all parts of you. It works by loving all parts of you.  It works by learning to trust the wisdom of your body.

I believe that we have all the wisdom from within. I believe that connecting to your body, to your answers within, and to make life YOURS is possible for you. ​

 Here's what I'm here to offer you:

  • Radical love and acceptance-based container for you to come as you are.

  • A framework for alignment and clarity to connect to your body, your wisdom, your soul and your mission in this world.

  • Potent elevating practices to heal and reprogram your nervous system so that you can experience safety, worthiness, and belonging within your body, and live in an uplifted state of pleasure, radiance and confidence.

  • Exquisite and profoundly safe and brave space to untame your self-expression, experience dripping juicy creativity, feel empowered to take aligned action.

  • Powerful somatic tools to reclaim your power, stand in your sovereignty and be unapologetically you so that you share your unique gifts with the world, be seen, and acknowledged for your work.

  • Pleasure-based outer work, flowing-from-you easy actions and strategies towards your deepest desires.

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So if you desire a space to be vulnerable, open, and 100% you... If you want deep support, guidance and encouragement from me ... And you’re ready to claim your highest desires and feel FREE inside and out…Then this is the coaching journey for you!

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What's the Investment?  


Private coaching is an intimate journey. Six months, 20 sessions with 3 calls per month and support between sessions. Investment: $10,000 USD paid in full or 6 payments of $1,777 USD

 

Ready to take the next step?
 
If you know you want high-level private support from me, the next step is to get on my calendar, we'll connect for a free courageous consultation call to make sure this work is in alignment and feels right for you. 

If you're not sure where to start and feeling curious, we'll let's figure it out together ;)

I’ve spent almost a decade and over 10,000 hours healing, teaching and overcoming religious, societal and political oppression. Born and raised in Saudi Arabia, I got into a fixed marriage at the age of 18. In 2013, I filed for divorce and moved to Canada, 24 years old and fully covered from head to toes. On my journey, I've been redefining the past, reclaiming my body, opening my heart to love and life again, and showing up to be in service to our humanity. It is my mission to help creatives and leaders reclaim their power and stand in their sovereignty. I truly believe that if we heal our body, we can heal the systems that no longer serve, heal the world, and birth new systems and ways of being. 

My Commitment to Your Growth

 

I am so turned on and fired up by people choosing to heal. It takes courage, and sometimes it's not easy, but we are willing. I celebrate you for making it to here and now. You are already so brave, so strong, brilliant and so beautiful.

I will never teach you who you should be, tell you what to do, or judge you for anything you've done, still doing, or not doing yet. I commit to offer you loving reflections, and hold safe and brave space for you heal yourself, find your own unique magic, find your answers within you, live the life you truly desire, and show up to make more impact.

 

I have immense trust in the tools, practices and healing methodologies that we are going to follow in your coaching journey. That said, I would like extend to you a %100 Refund Guarantee if it feels like there was no return on your investment. This will come into effect after the 7the session. You could ask for your refund. No questions asked. I say this in trust that you well show up to our sessions, and your practices in between with openness and curiousity. ​​

I believe that we have all the wisdom within. I believe that healing is possible for you, me, for all of us. You are worthy of what you desire. You are deserving of all what life has to offer. We all are.

 

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- What if I fall?

- Oh but my darling, what if you fly?  "

COURAGE is the key.